Apparently, three of the people at my back wrote my name in their “I like. . . ” paper, then three more people let me sign their paper for the “I like. . ” thingymabob, then two people asked me to sign their “I don’t like . . ” (Reasons: I always disturb her, I’m maarte daw and I’m lazy). Lololz. It was funny cause I never thought I was maarte but I really am lazy =)))) The other reason was very irrelevant because I think she did it just for fun, since we do really disturb each other a lot. Hahaha.

If there’s one thing I never want to fail with is, it is pursuing my dream, the dream that I’ve always been wanting to reach since I was still in high school. I would seriously break down and lose all my hope if this one dream fails me, if I failed, if I fail to reach it . I will probably regret it a lot, every single day of my life.

If there’s one thing I would wanna do for the rest of my life and enjoying it, it would be that dream. That dream that would make my life worth living, that dream that would express who I really am. That one certain dream that when I reach it? I’ll be the happiest person in the whole wide world, because I am doing something wherein I am happy and I am as well earning money.

I won’t tell you guys what that dream is until I reach it, harder part when reach it? It’s when you’re just one step away from it then suddenly? One reason take you a step way back from your destination. To tell you honestly? I don’t really think IT is the right course for me, if I’d be given a chance to shift, I’d do it right away but you see, this thing is going to help me reach my dream.

Im sorry that I am being so emotional right now, everything’s falling apart. Every single thing I’ve always dreamed of, every single thought I’ve imagined. I wonder, will this dream of mine be forever be just a dream? or will it become reality soon? I don’t know. But hopefully yes.

There are just things in life that are out of our reach and that’s the way it is.

Last time I checked we were just completely strangers, doing our own thing, going out with our own friends and such . . I love the way you make me feel so special at times saying those words but no I can’t fall for you, I love you with her. Your chemistry could possibly break this damn place in any time. Us? The two of us just can’t be together, you’re a very good friend and I hope you feel the same way and there are no chance you would prolly go out with a person like me. Stubbon, unattractive, fat and ugly.

Oh, and I got accepted for Hardcopy ~ our college’s official newspaper. I went to SM as well to check out Nokia C3 and the price was 7,295 (I think?) I really can’t remember, but it’s around 7K. I am definitely buying it this month or next month. All of my mobiles are broken. I can’t believe I haven’t been using my phone for days now.

So, tumblr’s down guys! I don’t even . .  I didn’t tumblr for almost a day now and I can’t believe it either. Haha, but I’ve got more exams tomorrow and tuesday so I need to lessen my computer use again >.> I think I did fail my business math exam yesterday, but still hoping for the best.

Just to let you guys know what I’ve been up to lately. Here’s a picture.

I didn’t get in on our university’s publication but that’s alright since I failed my final interview. >.>

Getting ready pala kami dito, kadarating palang namin at nagaayos ng mga gamit. Naggigitara agad si Rommel T___T

Ayan, sa may 4 feet lang yan. Hindi pa kasi bukas yung 5 feet. Hahaha, atsaka ayaw ko din dun kasi sobrang lalim. Eish.

Kalokohan lang.

Habang nageenjoy kaming magswimming, naggrigrill na sila ng food namin HAHAHA.

Group picture namin. Sayang wala si Edison.

Naglalaro kami ng Hephep Horay!

Patapos na ang swimming session. Sobrang umitim ngay kaming lahat HAhaha

There youuu go. I guess a picture’s really worth a thousand words right so i don’t really need to elaborate everything! )))

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Tapos, nadownload ko na pala yung Gokusen Movie. Sobrang namiss ko yung series na ito. I want moreee >.<

Ako yung taong, may gustong umpisahan sa una ~ as in super ang motivation ko to achieve a goal pero when time passes by, bigla nalang magdidisappear yung interest ko sa bagay na yun. In short, madali akong magsawa at sumuko. I don’t get myself as well. May gusto akong gawin tapos pag medyo tinatamad na ako bigla bigla ko nalang iiwan sa ere yung ginagawa ko. Hindi naman pero ako ganun sa mga tao, kasi pag ganun ang pangit naman ng ugali ko diba? ) Basta, madali akong mawalan ng interest sa mga bagay na gusto kong gawin ~ nagsasawa lang talaga ako agad.

Anypoo, nag audition ako sa official publication ng school namin as a webdesigner at photojournalist. Feeling ko talaga hindi ako makukuha kahit ni isa sa mga pinagauditionan ko D: Hayst. Nawawalan na ako ng confidence pag mismong audition na. Pag hindi ako natanggap, siguro yun na yung last na pag aaudition ko sa mga ganyan. Mawawalan narin lang ako ng confidence lalo na kung nagfail ako sa una palang. Hays.

Random lang to./

I was supposed to get the shorts. But then, the girl took too long to get a new stock and I have to go T____T . Might get it later this afternoon when Nyth gets her money today, then we’ll go shopping narin

Some random foreign stranger talked to me while we were falling in line in the grocery store, he asked if I was in college, taking my masteral or bs. Then asked who I was with here in Baguio and if I’m originally there. He asked me where i’m from . .  I answered Pangasinan – then he said it was a nice city and he’s been there – liar! It’s not even a city >.> LOLOLZ. And he even asked if I am in a relationship HAHA and also asked my name. He was creepy. He looks like a man in her early 20’s though. And he was good looking!! ^________________^ Hahaha.

The right side of my room. I changed my bed sheet and pillow case, I couldn’t find the matching bed sheet of the pillow cases so I just looked for something with the same color.

And the left side. Bahaha. You could see the desk I fixed last Monday Much more things would prolly be added the coming weeks. School tomorrow!!!

This was before I fixed my closet, t-shirts all scattered from all over the place, bahaha and my jeans were all missing T__T

And this is the final result. I tried sorting them by colors, I have a lot of white t-shirts indeed!!! Oh and I need more tops Most of them are brown.

The before and after picture of my closet. Hrhr

I went out this morning to run some errands for my mum. Well, went to Unionbank and then I decided to print some pictures to put on my corkboard. Wasted another hundred bucks for it, I really need to be thrifty. I think, I already wasted half of my allowance and the week’s starting yet.

While waiting for the pictures to be printed, I went to Greenwich and bought this Pizza Fries and Chicken Pops and the shake thingy they’re selling.

And I also bought my favoriteeee donuts! From Little Orbits, I swear they have the bestttt donutts )

Oh and here are the pictures I printed! I’m excited to arrange my corkboard later this afternoon