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So some people think I’m nice . . .

// August 30th, 2010 // No Comments » // School Shit

We had this follow-up activity in Ethics last Saturday, we were asked to get a 1/4 sheet of paper and write “I like . . . ” in front and “I don’t like . . .” at the back. We, had to write our names as well. Then our prof asked us to write one person we like and we don’t like inside the classroom, might it be because of his/her looks, personality, or anything. Apparently, when we were all done writing the two names and the reasons (yeah, we have to write reasons too), our prof asked us to let the two persons written their to sign the paper we were holding, we were all like O__O “OH MY GOD, NO.” LOLOLOLZ. But then our prof told us that we can not let the person we don’t like to sign it hence we won’t get a perfect score for the said activity.

Apparently, three of the people at my back wrote my name in their “I like. . . ” paper, then three more people let me sign their paper for the “I like. . ” thingymabob, then two people asked me to sign their “I don’t like . . ” (Reasons: I always disturb her, I’m maarte daw and I’m lazy). Lololz. It was funny cause I never thought I was maarte but I really am lazy =)))) The other reason was very irrelevant because I think she did it just for fun, since we do really disturb each other a lot. Hahaha.

Failing.

// August 8th, 2010 // No Comments » // Drama Digs

If there’s one thing I never want to fail with is, it is pursuing my dream, the dream that I’ve always been wanting to reach since I was still in high school. I would seriously break down and lose all my hope if this one dream fails me, if I failed, if I fail to reach it . I will probably regret it a lot, every single day of my life.

If there’s one thing I would wanna do for the rest of my life and enjoying it, it would be that dream. That dream that would make my life worth living, that dream that would express who I really am. That one certain dream that when I reach it? I’ll be the happiest person in the whole wide world, because I am doing something wherein I am happy and I am as well earning money.

I won’t tell you guys what that dream is until I reach it, harder part when reach it? It’s when you’re just one step away from it then suddenly? One reason take you a step way back from your destination. To tell you honestly? I don’t really think IT is the right course for me, if I’d be given a chance to shift, I’d do it right away but you see, this thing is going to help me reach my dream.

Im sorry that I am being so emotional right now, everything’s falling apart. Every single thing I’ve always dreamed of, every single thought I’ve imagined. I wonder, will this dream of mine be forever be just a dream? or will it become reality soon? I don’t know. But hopefully yes.

// July 31st, 2010 // No Comments » // Daily

There are just things in life that are out of our reach and that’s the way it is.

Last time I checked we were just completely strangers, doing our own thing, going out with our own friends and such . . I love the way you make me feel so special at times saying those words but no I can’t fall for you, I love you with her. Your chemistry could possibly break this damn place in any time. Us? The two of us just can’t be together, you’re a very good friend and I hope you feel the same way and there are no chance you would prolly go out with a person like me. Stubbon, unattractive, fat and ugly.